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just another ..

2010-02-07T11:14:00.000-08:00

you hate me..you judge me..m the worst person you've ever met... m a mess.. m unaddressed... u say i won't compromise.. n m just another fool ... but what difference does it make whatvever i do is against your rules.. life wasn't easy ... you made it more frizzy... i stil hang out at that old corner stall.. where smile was easy and dreams woudn't fall... n then i say what difference it made...u judged me..hated me in the name of love ...but m alive ...with a burger in my hand... bier down my thorat ... i l be me.. even of its not great... i can stil carry myslf on my feet... :)

Jesus' shop

2010-01-06T16:33:00.000-08:00

I just bought some time from Jesus' shop,

thought i will go back

and make some meaningfull stops!!
I calculated my deeds,

made a data sheet

and when I looked out

I was back on my original street!!!!

I went back again, to His shop,

begged him for another shot,

because this time my paper looked empty

i told Him I wasn't even ready,

He just smiled and said," Since now you have the plan, countdown starts , RUN."

All set for another meet,

And i was back on my original street!!!!!

me n the moment

2009-12-09T01:07:00.000-08:00

words for this moment... and me

Lost..
insouciant...
hatred
life...
android...
tacit...
bitch...
Horrendous...
faux...
devoid...
acerbic..
faith...

don't know what...

2009-09-21T02:48:00.000-07:00

Is it the moment for sighs? or am i the one lost for the cry?
If i know when to fight? do i always have to resign?
Is it the curve of a fake smile? or the creation of my trained mind?
The World fakes it all , run to catch the glow ..
don't let it disappear, you run or you fall .. don't just let it go...
Reason will have stories , make your own,
a winners run , a million heartbeats
A thousand smiles, a nice long drive ...
Patience is the key

Living

2009-08-05T02:46:00.000-07:00

Something to mitigate this damp and rotten living. Yes calling it a living won’t be an appropriate term … for the all the grammar I have known since Kindergarten... But finding another word will take eons.. And the word mitigate will diminish to zilch by then.
So talking about living, an art that can be precisely defined as escape wound free trudge happily and make your stay comfy…is what I call living. For all those who have better definitions, I have this Beautiful tag “You’re welcome”.
But truly speaking making the most out of these 50 wonderful years is a feat.
They say grow up... But to what they never told us… all the innocence is lost in search of this term. U feel like filth...Still u couldn’t grow up.
They say understand... All I could decipher from this 10 letter word is you always "Under-Stand”.
They say Live respectfully, now all those who are reading this sincere request to you. I am desperately in search of the meaning of this rather puzzling word: Respect

I wish I were …
I wish I could…
I wish I knew…..

24 years past …Its all I have……

MORNING SONG...

2008-10-23T12:18:00.000-07:00

Chirping cherub chuckles

Unheard silent sounds tickles

Dusk melted into dawn

to tremble every drop of frown

Tears to diverge

Mirth to converge

Expressed or still

Majestic rays with magnificent ease

binds the thrills.

Embrace the sight of a life,

rise

Burning

Breaking jinxing verses

Shattering dreams of curses

Quallering for light

Sucking, swallowing, Strangling screams...

Every breath Streaming with dreams

For night never stretches long

and every dawning day has one morning song.

---Shweta

2008-10-23T12:13:00.000-07:00

How I Wish
How I wish to be with you,
to sail across and touch the dew,
to make sure that love can breathe
half way across heaven or hell,
how I wish for a dream come true....

Life was bestowing pain
I coudn't cry
Hope's resigning
I coudn't fly
How I long for a moment of anger with you...
half way across heaven or hell
How I wish for a dream come true....

How I long for you
A moment of death near you...
half way across heaven or hell...
how I wish for a dream come true...

-Shweta

2008-10-13T04:04:00.000-07:00

Hey there...my last one was really enigmatic but they say its hw you are..basically humans right...and this one's coming straight from me...so here i am...sitting in the UNIT 7 control room..now this is something out of the blue..ok for all those who feel like killingme..its a power plant..so I guess its not that turbid now...Its like I cant get the hang of most of the things people are sayin...now trust me...its more or less like being in a french teritory...so am an engineer they say...God created this liitlle mind now I wonder who got the most of it...not me and am sure about it...but you know what this makes my mind run...at some 3 lacs km/hr....and i wanna run too..but its a bit tricky situtation out here...am stuck between the person who I am and the person I wanna become...life's abitch sometime you know it shoots so many bullets at you trust me its like you are constantly on the warfront...but it feels good...

so here I am fighting and screaming...lets C where it am heading....

for those who love music go and listen to Welcome to Wherever YOU are By Bon Jovi....

take care.

Way to life...

2008-10-11T02:39:00.000-07:00

Pacing up and down my room..figdetin with the strife...i realize that I have lost the reason ...The one that had my life....or my life had it ..It was all muddled...I loathed this feeling and wanted a way out of it...but As i stared delving deeper into it I realised it was long lost..retrieving it back was a task in itself and i wanted a fast answer...I couldn't cry...hope for a better tomorrow...

and then I realised I got it back ...'the reason.'..my reason for existence..my raison e detre....accomplishing such a huge task was a feat...that i wanted to acheive I was fighting with myself...and having two contradictory feelings inside one mind...one heart was petrifying...I was living a dual life...it started haunting me...and drove me insane...I was on the verge of insanity and visions were totaly blurred... as if I am standing in the middle of a railway station ..maddedin crowd...as if you are struggling to hear your own voice...the one that's screaming from inside...It was one of a kind.. the feeling...People all around ready to shoot you and stab you...it was a constant awareness session I was undergoing....But the mind that says "GO ON" conquered I did manage to come out of that feeling....and I found out the answer...actually it was always there just that I was too blind to see...

And the answer was....Its you who can make a difference...forget fighting ...learn the way to life...stop cribbing ...life has enuff tasks and enuff answers and you'll get yours eventually...just follow the path laid for you...discover new ones with confidence that you are the only one who could take it...make yourself bigger....

Black Money!!!!

2007-05-28T14:00:00.000-07:00

Economy is booming...rupee gettin stronger day by day...oil prices coming down...

revenues increased...but are we there yet...the answer is no...

Black money in india is about 50% of our legal cash reserve and ths is leadin to inflation...its not just the cash flow...

Try as hrd as u cn...increse repo rates...tighten cash flow...ban forward trading..nothings gonna help unless n untill liquidity is curbed...black money is controlled...black market is conquerd...

Save your country...save yourself...think about the ways in which we can control n check black money n share yr views n opinions...

cheers

shweta